I got the J.O.B as an Editor in Animonster, anime & manga magazine khuhuhuhu..Saya juga dah nemu kosan di sana dan bakal mulai kerja hari senin minggu depan huaa i'm bouncing of the wall.Buat teman2 di Jakarta Sayounara.. you won't be seiing me for a while..(T_T) and buat teman2 dari Bandung Annyoung, let's have great fun together..
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Sabtu kemarin saya ke Bandung buat Job Interview animonster.
Karena janji interviewnya jam 10, jam 5 subuh saya dah berangkat dari rumah (Jakarta) dianter bokap naik mobil, nyokap, ama ade' juga ikut, sekalian jalan-jalan di Bandung katanya. Rencana awalnya sih mau berangkat hari Jum'at, dan nginep di rumahnya Bayou-chan ato rumah saudara, tapi karena keluarga juga ikut ya kita berangkat bareng2.

Sampai di Bandung ternyata masih jam 8 and so we wonder around nyari alamatnya Animonster, sempat susah juga keliling2, jalanan Dago dan sekitarnya aga' rumit juga buat kita, rambu2nya ga jelas padahal animonster pas ketemu ternyata deket bgt cuma belok dikit pas taman fleksi. Pas ketemu ternyata dah jam 9 so instead of checking into a motel karena waktunya nanggung kita sarapan bubur deket situ.

Jam 9.30 saya dah masuk kantor Animonster, tapi baru jam 11 saya sama seorang kandidat lain bernama Ade mulai proses test & interviewnya. Jadi selama jeda waktu itu kita kenalan dan ngobrol2 dulu deh. Sebelum interview ada beberapa test tertulis dulu, termasuk menterjemahkan bahasa Jepang & Inggris, untung bawa kamus elektronik (makasih ya Pit denshijishou-nya). Saya ama Ade yang dah lumayan akrab jadi saling membantu gitu deh hehehe. Jam 3 baru mulai wawancara sama kepala redaksinya, tapi sepertinya my mind goes blank dan saya ngejawab pertanyaan apa adanya saja, ngga nunjukin kelebihan saya (if any) atau my eagerness to work for Animonster secara maksimal. Padahal God knows, saya pengeeeeen bgt kerja di sana. (>_<) du duh gimana ya. To make things worse i gave a wrong contact number again, (setelah sebelumnya kepala redaksinya bilang saya susah di hubungi) yan bener nomor hape saya tuh belakangnya 96 bukan 69, ihiks ihiks jadi besoknya saya nelpon Bayou buat minta tolong ngasih tau nomor saya yg bener ke mba Lily duh mudah-mudahan aja tu orang ga lupa.

Kembali ke hari Interview, setelah selesai interview saya nunggu dijemput bokap di bawah dengan perut laper, sambil liat2 Vega store di lantai bawah. Sempet ketemu Bayou-chan juga, dia dah mau balik ke Jakarta tapi ujan deras dan dia ga bawa payung. Nanka Tsukaresouna kao o shitteita youna kanji, Ganbatte nee Bayou-chan buat manganya (^_^). Setelah bokap datang kita balik ke motel dan Istirahat, malemnya kita jalan-jalan di Factory Outlet yg banyak di Dago. Trus paginya kita balik ke Jakarta setelah liat2 pasar deket gedung sate bentar.

Sekarang i'm waiting day by day for a call from Animonster, duh semoga dapet ya, (>0<) doain ya minna!!!

hi teman2 pa kabar? dah lama juga ya ga nulis blog
saya baru bikin milis nih, khusus buat teman2 yg mau belajar apa saja tentang jepang (sejarah, budaya (pop& tradisional), bahasa,dll.)

ayo pada gabung doong , dijamin bermanfaat!!

 

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hey guess what, saya ga jadi masuk perusahaan itusetelah browsing ke sana-sini jadi dapet pencerahan, emang saya masih berpikir klo investasi ke sana untungnya bisa 2 kali lipat, tapi klo rugi juga bisa 2 kali lipat. it's definitly is too risky, takut klo ampe terjebak ama Forex Scams.

jadi jangan khawatir, i'm alright now... *kiss you goodbye*

Udah pernah nonton film pursuit of happiness blom?
kisah nyata tentang perjuangan seorang Chriss garner yang sekarang jadi milyuner,
dari seorang salesman barang ga laku dia berjuang menjadi seorang pialang, sampai ditinggal istrinya,
diusir dari rumahnya karena ga mampu bayar kontrakan, dan jadi homeless sama anaknya yang masih kecil
selama menjadi aprentice di sebuah perusahaan broker selama 6 bulan tanpa dibayar.

Have you ever wanted something so bad sampai2 kamu hampir gila mikirinnya?

Dilema saya sekarang kira2 seperti itu, walaupun memang ga sedrastis Chriss Garner sih karena keluarga sy masih mampu menanggung sy walaupun I'm currently unimployeed. Ceritanya kemarin sy ikut training selama 3 hari di sebuah perusahaan futures (perusahaan yang bergerak di bidang perdagangan berjangka/broker) (just like Chriss Garner?) di situ saya banyak belajar tentang dunia perdagangan berjangka (Indeks saham gabungan & Foreign currency) dan tanpa diduga saya jatuh cinta sama bidang bisnis ini & perusahaan tempat saya training.
Tapi masalahnya.... sistem perusahaan ini adalah mutilevel company, dengan sistem salary berdasarkan komisi tanpa basic salary sama sekali untuk entry level, klo saya memutuskan untuk menerima pekerjaan saya akan dihadapkan sama fungsi HRD dan marketing di mana saya akan mendapatkan komisi berdasarkan banyaknya Investasi masuk ($10.000-$100000 US Dollar) dari client yang bisa dapatkan. Ofcourse i don't have to pay for anything (afterall i'm not that stupid to pay for a job I should be getting money from) i just need to find a potential client or to lure potential client appointed by the company (again just like Chriss Garner). Wich is hard terutama buat saya yg ga punya marketing skill, tapi balik lagi ke awal saya jatuh cinta sama bisnis setelah belajar selama 3 hari, hampir sama seperti cintanya saya sama studi Jepang yang saya jalani selama 4 tahun loh. But no basic sallary? are you kiddin me!! emang sih prospek karir ke depannya bagus, (padahal awalnya saya alergi loh sama segala yang berhubungan dengan multilevel-multilevelan) seandainya ada gaji dasar yang jelas saya rela kerja keras, setidaknya untuk menutupi pengeluaran dasar saya lah. Memang saya tidak setegar Chriss Garner yang rela kerja 6 bulan ngga digaji, padahal dia sendiri desperately need money dan harus banting tulang cari makan
Mungkin saya akan mencoba pekerjaan ini sampai saya mendapat alternatif yang lebih baik, itung-itung cari pengalaman saya juga masih pengen banyak belajar tentang perdagangan berjangka, paling lama sih saya perkirakan satu bulan (karena saya ga setegar Chriss Garner:P). Mudah-mudahan aja ini keputusan yang tepat.

Pengalaman ini benar-benar membuat saya derailled dari cita-cita saya semula...
I was never a mata duitan person, but it would be nice if we have money ini dan ini benar-benar prospek bisnis yang bagus. Tapi sekarang saya punya tujuan baru bagaimana caranya supaya saya bisa ngumpulin duit $5000 US Dollar (hasil keringat sendiri) supaya saya bisa invest dan jadi client di sana. Alternatif lain mungkin saya akan menerima pekerjaan apapun asal saya bisa nabung (untuk mencapai $5000) 2juta rupiah per bulan biar dalam 2tahun  saya bisa investasi dan jadi client di sana. Motivasi yang gila i know, tapi belum pernah saya yakin 100% terhadap satu usaha sebelumnya. (bahkan saya belum pernah tertarik sama dunia bisnis sebelumnya). kalo saya bisa mencapai goal itu saya yakin insyaAllah saya bisa belajar ke jepang, belajar manga jadi kenkyuusha atau apapun juga. (bila Allah memberi saya umur yang cukup tentu saja)

If you've been trough what I've been trough you will probably understand how I feel. What should I do?

Then again apa saya sedang berjalan di atas ranjau?

Please~~

make it stop T_T

why didn't UN do some Action?? I mean real action!! That is a crime againts humanity damn it!!!

Please~~

STOP THE WAR !!!

Stop the bloodsheed ...

Where is Justice??? Hatred will only bring more hatred

No more victims! I only want world peace!!  can't we be united in diversity?? even though it is almost imposible...

hei hei pa kabar? d u miss me?

eh seperti yg direncanakan, minggu lalu ade' laki2 saya nikah low, baru 20 dah punya istri bow *nikahnya baik2 loh ngga ada cerita MBA-an*, ngga nyangka dia bakal nikah duluan, i'm really happy for him :D it's a totally new experience for me..

Btw ada hal lain yg bikin saya ngga stabil... Kare wa koko ni iru kara (>o<)... sugoku ureshii kedo nandaka setsunai kimochi... padahal saya dah punya rencana klo ktm dia mau ngapain... tp ternyata plan ngga semudah kenyataan... Sugu sobani iru kedo I miss him even more.... *aaakh i wish my girlz are here (Pipiiiiit Ullyyyy miss uuuu... )* tp akhirnya saya nyadar sesuatu yg lucu masaka kare ni suki ni nachatte.. ahaha akhirnya after all this time i finally really fall for him, tp emang dari dulu arahnya dah ke sini sih dah bisa diduga...*one way ticket dakara* (>o<") shikamo the bad side of this kind of feelling is that it will definitly gonna hurt big time if it doesn't work out between us T_T,

udah berapa lama ya hubungan kita yg ga jelas ini? 5nen kan sugi kana? sy jahat juga ngebiarin dia nunggu selama ini ya ??? *saya juga cape dikit* dakara koso klo emang udah cape nunggu kenapa ngga diperjelas aja hubungannya (to end or to move on?).... even though it will hurt klo tiba2 berakhir tp mungkin lebih baik daripada ngga jelas gini... saling mengikat tp ngga terikat, klo ttp ky gini i cant look any other direction and neither does he... it's NOT that i want to look for somebody else juga sih (as i say i'm falling for him) tp blom tentu jadi juga kan klo ternyata visi & misi kita ga nyambung..

aaah the feelling of love allways makes me cry..and i'll cry and cry some more 'till there's no more tears to shed... alah..pliz deh... :p

Ada apa dengan debar di dada ini.... aku terhanyut dalam perasaan yang tak bisa ku mengerti...

 

yoo! skripsi udah mau kelar nih ^_^

insya Allah minggu ini dah selesai, makasih ya buat temen2 yg dah ngedukung (love u all)

hah ga kerasa bentar lagi saya bakal lulus(yee.. sidang aja blom dah yakin aja :P)

itu artinya saya bakal masuk ke dunia yang baru (>O<)

 

waduuuh rasanya seperti... cemas, gembira, takut, sedih, rindu campur jadi satu...

bakal kaya gimana ya saya di dunia yang baru? duh serasa jadi pengen melompat-lompat (bo emang kelinci??)

pengen kerja, pengen nikah, pengen gambar & bikin komik, pengen ngerjain semua proyek yg tertunda, pengen ngelancarin bahasa Jepang lagi trus jadi interpreter, pengen lanjut S2 trus jadi peneliti, pengen ke Jepang, (>o<)  duh macem-macem deh...

 

and i know, from now on this is just the beginning of my own journey

 

kono doki doki ni ha dare ni mo tomerarenai zo...

Current status : dreaming of a future
Current song  : Sekai de hitosu dake no Hana - SMAP

Last night, there was a dinner party in my University, me and my friend from faculty of Japanese Literature were told to come there by our teacher. They invite people from Toyota company Japan. Even the General Manager of Toyota was there, it was a very exciting experience for me. Then I was sitting next to a man an employee from Toyota Company and me and my friend had a nice little chat with him. He was very polite, and my Japanese was not very good even after studying Japanese language for almost four years he he, but we was able to chat a little. After the occasion was over, he told me that he will be looking forward to see me in Japan and maybe working for Toyota Company in the same department with him ha-ha. I was very happy though, but I think that was just an act of politeness. I doubt he really mean it.  At the very and he offer his hand for a handshake  I was like very confuse and refuse at first (like I always was in this kind of situation), but he still offer his hand which was making me in a difficult situation then I think what the hell, I accept his handshake. Aaaargh  my bad, it's hard to be a woman, sometimes. Moreover I have a huge Japanese men complex.

After that occasion, I had a lot to think about, especially about my future. You know my goal is to be a researcher on culture and society. But to reach that goal it is still a very long way to go, not to mention I am not that smart to be a researcher. But still, that is something I really want to do (very much), and I think that kind of job won't take much of my time when I got married someday (again it is hard to be a woman in this gender bias society). But after that dinner I think about some more things to do for my future. Maybe it would be fun to work for a company for a little while (to collect some money of course hehehe) and then study some more to be a researcher. I think it would be boring to stick on one job for the rest of my life. I myself like freedom very much, I don't like to be tied with one job, I would like to try several kind of job before I decided which one would I love the most.

And again there is something else that bothering me. You know I would like to get married and have my own family. But the ME back then, before entering collage, and ME now, is different. Time does change people, as for myself, right now I think I am more open minded, and have higher goals then I was back then. Back then I thought I would be happy just to be an ordinary housewife and a loving wife, but know I wish to study more, and get a job to help supporting my future family and to educate my future children (I wish they can be Open minded, and still be a good Moslem). But I am afraid my future husband won't understand me and my dreams. You know, it is hard to find a man (especially Moslem) who understands that woman and man are equal, and women also have ambition. It is hard to find a man that is willing to share the responsibility in family as equals (that include housework's). Just because I am born to be a women doesn't mean that I can stand being in my house all day (even though I don't really go out much either).

Arrrgh I need a state of mind, can anyone give me some responses